At Walmart today I picked up a small, leather journal so that I can keep up with daily eating and drinking. I didn't so so well today, but I am going to make myself get used to it and then transfer the progress onto this blog.
Tonight I am trying to make Jay, my boyfriend, understand that it is absolutely horrible for us to be eating as late in the evenings as we have been. He works mostly outside all day long and I understand that it must be very hot for him all day long but we can not eat, badly I might add, at 8:30pm. Here I sit at 8:11pm and Jay just fired up the grill. He also drug me through the grocery store in order to purchase all of the fixings.
He really isn't easy on the diet process. I succumb to peer pressure at every turn of the road. If my coworker says she wants ice cream, then I want ice cream. If Jay says he needs doughnuts, then I need doughnuts. It is a hard struggle for me. I need to wake up every day and remember that nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
The next task that I have to get on board with is eating breakfast. I hate getting up in the morning. I certainly am not going to get up and eat right off the bat. Most of the time, I step feet to the floor in just enough time to shower, dress, feed the dogs, and run out the door. I want so much to wear cute little things again sometime soon. Majority of the days I don't eat the first bite until after 1pm. I also am not consuming near enough water. I need to make myself.
I did see on Facebook recently that a woman I know lost 58lbs by eating better, working out, taking diet pills, and getting the lipo shot once a week for months now. She said it was the hardest thing she had ever done, but totally worth it. I want this story. I want to be writing my memoirs and telling the world how I did it. I think the key is going to be working out. I need to get my butt in gear. Literally.
Okay, so to sum up:
Fight peer pressure
Eat Breakfast
Drink Water
Eat throughout the day
Take an active initiative
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