Today is Friday! The most exciting thing today was the fact that I got into the tanning bed again. All this obsessing over calories and such has made me excited to see more results and see how I look in clothes. Like I have said before, I haven't been able to really bust my butt like I should have this week for one reason or another. I need to jump start this crap pronto because my Dad's wedding is at the end of this month, then Easter follows that and everyone knows that in church one is truly on display. I hate that feeling. Everyone watching and waiting on me to make a wrong move or look increasingly fat as the service goes on. This is ridiculous and I am aware, but it is just how I feel.
I am excited to be looking for a new pair of shoes and getting some much needed color on my skin. I think being tan also gives the illusion of being thinner than you actually are. Hopefully through more workout and more tanning by the time the wedding arrives I will be in a better state of confidence. One can only hope.
I haven't been on the elliptical machine in three days. Kasey and Nathan are wanting to hang out tonight and I guarantee that I won't get to workout tonight either. I have got to train myself to get up in the morning and do a jog before my day gets in the way or my workouts. The only problem with that is, that I hate mornings...
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